reality check

the weirdest thing happened last night, and i've been a little weirded out all day. i obviously know that pete has an irregular heartbeat; it beats really fast at times, and we learned all about that November 29. well, last night i had a personal reminder of that irregular heartbeat.

i was laying on his chest with my head right on his heart. i could feel it beating normal. then it took off and started beating very fast for a long few seconds. it returned to normal on its own. i really felt it! it reminded me of feeling his chest the night of his incident, and it was moving SO fast. i'd never felt anything like it. last night was weird, too. his heart really does have racing moments, and i felt it. it's even more of a reality to me now. maybe a scary reality. thank goodness for a defibrillator to keep that problem in check!